Renee's Rants

11:39 pm - Done for your own good...

Have you ever had someone tell you that they did something for your own good? No matter how much it hurts?
I have a habit of not being able to tell people that I like or love or at the very least respect, my true feelings. Have you ever been stuck in a situation where, for right now its better for your life and career, but by being stuck you seem to be missing out on other more "fun" things :). Have you tried to make someone dislike you, because there is just no other way. I find that all through my life people have developed crushes or more on me... I have tried my best to disuade them, but in the end "for thier own good" and as much as it my disapoint and hurt me, I have to make them dislike me ...I personally don't like people to hate me or to think that being mean is what "I am" as a person. But I guess sometimes to show someone they do mean alot to you, you have to make a sacrifice. Its a sad thing to make some hate you...because of love. Isn't silly...afraid to tell someone that they'll never be anything more than what there is now...because you're afraid of thier reaction of anger. Yet act like a shit..so they'll go away.
I guess I am totally ass backward.
I am not in love or lust with anyone... Just want to keep friendships in tact sometimes.